Alright,
so I’ve promised some of you some more A Stiff Kiss deleted scenes. Last time
we got to meet Landon for the first time. Or rather, what would have been the
first time if it wasn’t for improving the novel through rounds and rounds of
edits. So, this was the original first chapter of A Stiff Kiss, with Xylia
Morana. I won’t give you much of a intro aside from what I’ve already said, and
one more thing: The original time line for the novel was quite different from
the time line that ended up happening in the published version. This shows us
that School is almost out, whereas in the published version school has only
just begun, and Xylia and Landon were heading into Christmas Break. Now,
without further ado... I give you...
Xylia
When
I was twelve, I found my mother hanging lifeless from a tree. It was Christmas
day. Since then, I’ve always found death fascinating. My father thinks I’m
still coping, trying to understand why my mom wanted to leave, and hopes it’s a
stage that I’ll grow out of. But I’m not so sure it is.
*
* *
“Now,
once everyone has their frogs in place, you can pick up the scalpel and make a
lateral incision on both lymph nodes,” Mr. Wagner says, taking his scalpel into
his hand. A large white pull down screen is playing it like a movie, in real
time, as he takes the sharp end of the blade and punctures the frog. “Now remember
class, the lymph nodes are found on either side of the jaw of your Kermit.”
Concentrating
on the frog, I am already a few steps ahead. I might not have done this before,
but I have read up on it. I’ve
already made the cut through the bone and muscle, down the length, from throat
to hind. I’ve even released the sternum by cutting the shoulder bones. This has
been something I have been waiting for all year. Hell, this was the only reason
I decided to suffer through an entire semester of biology. The final project.
Not only does this mean I get to play with something dead; take it apart and
learn from it, but it also means that school is almost over. This is the icing
on the cake.
Just
as I had imagined, once my other classmates cut open their specimens, “Ewes and
Awes,” escape their lips. Girls can be heard gagging.
A
loud high pitched sound then comes from the front of the class. “Um... Mr.
Wagner... I think I need the pass.”
Mr.
Wagner audibly sighs. “Charity, really, could you not have done your business
before class?”
“Well
no, I couldn’t, the washrooms were all taken up, please, I gotta go,” Charity
whines.
He
sets down his scalpel and walks over to his desk, pulling open a drawer. Mr.
Wagner produces a blue card with a bright yellow P on it. Charity quickly grabs
the pass from his outstretched hand as she flies towards the door.
“Although
we should probably wait to continue, I have a feeling she won’t mind at all if
we don’t,” Mr. Wagner says.
The
class collectively chuckles and nods.
I
have it on good authority that Charity, will in fact take her time in the
washroom. If that’s even where she went, of course.
“Can
someone tell me how you know if your specimen is male or female?” He looks up
from his dead frog and eyes the room. “Anyone... Anyone?”
The
class is silent; you can hear scalpels slice through bone and tendons. Looking
at my fingernails, black polish chipped, nails chewed down to the nub, I roll
my eyes. I know the answer, but don’t want to raise my hand. I like to blend
into the background. The less people realize I’m around, the easier school is.
I know what people think of me, and although I know I shouldn’t be ashamed of
it, about being myself, I still can’t help being bothered by what they say.
“There
are tiny black eggs in the... Anyone, anyone? Abdomen... That you’ll need to
remove.”
Mr.
Wagner is the spitting image of the teacher from Ferris Bueller, that movie,
where the kid pretends he’s sick, then has the best day of his life. Gray and
white hair combed straight back. Round spectacles on his nose and boring brown
suits on his back. The voice is what gets me. It’s so painfully monotone, no
emotion, you’ll want to stick the scalpel in your eye just to make it stop. But
then again, it comes with its advantages as well. He’s so much like that teacher,
I think he knows it too, because he steals that line from the movie and uses it
all the time. “Anyone? Anyone?” He’ll stand at the front of the class. “Morana?...
Morana?... Xylia Morana?... ZYE-lee-ah Morana?...” Until I decide to
raise my hand and acknowledge that I’m here. Then he’ll move on... “Morton?....
Morton?...” Collectively, I think it’s a game, see how long it will take him to
do roll call, or how many times you can get him to say your name before he
marks down you’re absent.
But
as I stare down my frog, the slight hum of death filling the air around me with
its wavering of unknown, the thought, that this will be my last project, that
this will be the last time I sit in this chair, at this table, is exhilarating.
A few more hours, a few more tests, and the rest of my life will finally start.
Though I have no idea where I’m going, I’m thankful that I can leave this
chapter of my life behind. There will be so much more for me out there, so much
more for me to discover. I know, however that for some people, high school might just be it for them. That these will always be the best days of their lives,
and nothing will ever compare. They will be trapped here, in these halls and
never succeed past the person they were when they were here.
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17 February 2013 at 10:18
Thanks for sharing :)